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1. You must post these rules
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs  
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag 10 people!


My questions:

1. Whats your favorite game?
- Final Fantasy Tactics, by FAR!!!

2. Whats your favorite tv show?
-heh hard one, i don't know maybe Southpark

3. Dumbest thing you did in your life?
-Trying to fix broken relations. some friends have expiration days

4. Do you enjoy school?
- Yup put the classmates are always a pain in the ass

5. Are you only here for art?
- Nahh i find interesting people, but it aint precisely my goal.

6. Favorite kind of art?
- paintings in oils

7. Top 5 favorite artists?
- Salvador Dalí, James Gurney, Motoi Sakuraba, Tam from TAMusic, Yoshitaka Amano.

8. Top 5 writers?
- Orson Scott, Isavel Allende, Sigmund Freud (ana is such a lame writter), Ruben Darío, Juana de asbaje.

9. Favorite movie?
- Hamlet... i mean! the Lion King

10. If you could turn into anything, what would it be?
- A sword, to pierce in a heart... how romantic D:

1. Top 5 Games people MUST play
2. Worse regret you remember
3. Best day in your life!
4. Any Obsessive quirk?
5. piece of cloth you MUST wear almost always
6. Worse addiction in your life
7. What makes you special?
8. Favorited curse word!
9. Do you roleplay?
10. Most interesting story you have heard.

I'll tag:
:icondartel:
:iconthe-hedgehog-shadow:
:iconls-kuroyami:
:icondandlion:
:iconkokiteno:
:iconluky-kun:
:iconwolfan-foxd:
:iconcationalfa:
:iconzorrootaru:
:iconmilo-no-scorpio:
Yea here in mexico there was this gay parade thing, honestly it ain't a thing i would go by myself, dunno, not the type of people i would gang around everyday ^^; Still i am really proud and happy that my fiance Dartel is here with me so i accepted happily!
It was kind of weird... specially glancing at people who i don't gang around anymore playing like they were sexy XD Something tells me i have really moved myself to another way of looking at life >_>. good to know i still have few but close people X3

Finally after 2 years of deciding it, Dartel and i are a step closer to live together, i know it wont be an easy life, but at least it is the life i want to live. Not like having my mate close is only pie and punch, I have to keep changing my priorities if i want this to work, nothing i don't think i can handle, *rises his chest pridefully*
......
Besides vacations will start in 2 weeks! and i still have to finish that DARNED thesis! XD

OHH well, BACK to my normal stuff!
I still am working on a comission which i hope i can finish soon...

Ohh and :iconamuthalexiel: is seeling a lovely pair of wings, they look so gorgeous in real life!!! if you whant to look at them feel free to do so! [link]

Peace everyone!!
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Septette for the Dead Princess
  • Reading: Ender's game
  • Watching: Deathnote
  • Playing: Touhou 06: Embodiment of the Scarlet devil
  • Eating: Oaxaca cheese
  • Drinking: thirstyyyy!!!
... *explotes into 6 red P Blocks*

WOOOA i have just won to Remili Scarlet without a continue!!!!
i can't believe, i still can remember when i held this game with my hands, i was such a noob ToT

"Embodiment of the Scarlet devil" aint the first Touhou game ive finished without any continues on normal mode (ive done it with the 4th "lotus Land") but since it's de Opus Magna of Zun, i always wanted to face against Flanre (and die) with the rights of my oun hands!!!

RIP Remilia Sama... see you in hard mode (probably.... i aint sure >_>)

for those who think i am talking about a game, here you have a video:
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Remilia being fought with MariaA (this aint me, i am still searching how to record my game, at least i have the replay)
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Septette for the Dead Princess
  • Reading: Ender's game
  • Watching: Deathnote
  • Playing: Touhou 06: Embodiment of the Scarlet devil
  • Eating: Oaxaca cheese
  • Drinking: thirstyyyy!!!
I've been tagged!!! (ofcourse XD) by my friend :iconwolfan-foxd: to post ten things about me and to tag others ten friends.

1.-I starting trying to emulate the style of "saber marionette J" and Slayers... and never got results as you an see XD
2.-I'm well known because i introduce myself as "hello, my name is Lomstat, and i am a Bastard" .. some people laugh, others run, and those who doesnt take me seriously latter get slapped by reality and dramatize me >_<
3.-I am a fan of videogames, Specially RPG's ... and i download their music (I love Motoi Sakuraba's work)
4.-Recently i became a Touhou-tard.... i need a psychiatryst >_<
5.-I study Psychology (even if everyone told me i should become an artist of something...) and i have been in therapy for almost a year already
6.- I love dark red and Blue colors, and no.. dont try to "Lusher" my preferences in colors. doesnt apply me >_>
7.-My favourite Food is "Ciles en Nogada" cuz they are salty and sweet and spicey. Actually i love all the sweet-salt flavors.
8.-I dont follow a diet, still my body is nice to me for some reazon XD
9.-I like anime... though my friends are really otakus, among them i am SUCH a noob (unless it's an Anime i really love)
10.-I was a Scientologyst once... and i started reading abouit psychology cuz of the anime of "Neon Genesis Evangelion"
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Doll Judgment ~ The girl who played with people’s
  • Reading: The Testaments of the dragon
  • Watching: Needless
It has been long since i had a "merry Christmas" to be honest. 3 year ago, i had NO such thing as presents... i wouldn't care if mom or dad wouldn't had enough money to get my elder brother's sons presents and maim them and "ass"
two years ago, my mother's family got divided because the "granpas'"had enough troubles to make everyone forget they had a party all together.
One year ago, the younger brother of my mother died by a fast heart attack and, since dad took my brother to a nude island, I had to take care of the body, carry him and be there to support my family... specially since my mother's boyfriend is completely useless (COMPLETELY!!!)

Of course, this was no exception:
For starters, i am living right now with my grandma in my house, which is one of those geezers that cant live happy unless she is pissing off someone and tell them they are useless. I wouldn't care less if i didn't had to take care of the ass of woman (since my elder brothers are already married, and my younger brother wouldn't care less if the house fell apart if his room and drums are "Ok" and my mother is always workin' (or has, apparently better things to do)).
Of course, my grandmother pisses my mother off. but HEY why does she has to start shouting t me when she is angry at her (and my drug-addict incompetent brother).

When we took off to the family "Posada", she started ranting that we werent THAT happy when she said she wanted to buy some gifts to the sons of my elder brothers. also at the fact that we "NEVER" do "ANYTHING" to help at home and she has to do everything for everyone. Ofcourse she pissed me off, i took her away of the parrty (when parking the car) and told her how unfair she was being with the only 2 sons that are always looking up for her.
Ofcourse she wouldnt care less:

Mom: Ohh yea, i know i am the "bad guy", i am alway....
Lom: Ohh! you are kidding me, RIGHT? don't fuck with me. it is I who is always the evil character. i am the only one who shouts at home, who trains the dogs and shouts at them, who cant stand my granma, who tells you "evil" things to hurt everyone.... the difference is that i am already used to be the evil character. so don't get dramatic on me.

More stuff happened... i have the plan to actually use an iPod all day, pick up the home, wash the dishes, shower the dogs... but actually don't say or answer a word with the people i live with...

It would be also therapeutic, why is it me always the one who have to watch over everyone? after all, they always think they did it all by themselves at the end. i cant.... CANT wait till next Christmas when i'll pack my things up and get away of this hostile admosphere.

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Well... after all my rant i really want t thank the people who called me and sent me messages for the occasion and i am sorry i couldn't send a message back.. i have to fix my cellphone...:

:icondartel: thanks love! you always cheer me up when I most need you ^^ :heart:
:iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: My ototou-chan (adoptive brother) who called me from US where he is having some vacations.
:iconoblivionelyakiti: who sent me a message ^^ thanks a lot!!!
Silver Janus: who i forgot if he had a DA, but he sent me a message as well x3

I really hope everyone had a really nice christmas... in my case i just can expect to wish one for this "new year"


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RP account


:iconmidna2ilight: from :iconlegend-of-zeldarp-da: [link]


Visit my Team Smash
:iconlomstat: :icondartel: :icondandlion: :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: :iconnests: :iconls-kuroyami:
  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Poison Body ~ Forsaken Doll
  • Reading: Housepets
  • Watching: Umineko no Naku Koro ni
  • Playing: 99 Nights (3-nine)
  • Eating: romeritos and Xmas stuff
  • Drinking: Cider
Finally working a little more in my characters, i started to draw a little sequence of drawings to illustrate their background story in the "The Rapture Proyect" in collaboration with :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow:.
Though i am still inking some of the parts of the story i'll try to upload them in order so you can check them
either way, i'll place them here so you can get them wherever you want.
I did again this Journal because i am coloring the drawings already so you don't have to keep track on inked first X3

Moyuru - Tenshi Hana
1.- Sprouting [link]

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RP accounts


:iconronovecookie: from :iconhigurashirp-da: [link]
:iconmidna2ilight: from :iconlegend-of-zeldarp-da: [link]


Visit my Team Smash
:iconlomstat: :icondartel: :icondandlion: :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: :iconnests: :iconls-kuroyami:
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Katayoku no Tori-Umineko no naku koro ni
  • Reading: Nothing (me lazy)
  • Watching: Umineko no Naku Koro ni
  • Playing: Incarnation of the Scarlet Devil - Touhou
  • Eating: PB and Jay
  • Drinking: Soy milk
Well this week was nice ^^ i was able to see my mate for this weekend and i had quite a lot of fun in the process. I also cried for the most curious thing, but that is another topic X3

What i would like to ad is that, sometimes it is hard times which help you to realize who really can understand you and who are just people who know you. Comunication and real empathy can sometimes open new doors easier to understand further than someone can barely imagine and to create friendship with strong bonds ^_^

One thing more. (And though I know i have a family in my RL with my same Lastname):
I have a lot of close people.
I have a bunch of Friends
I have a couple of true trusting friends
I have one Mate :icondartel: and
I have also only one "Ototo-chan" :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow:(Younger brother)

I know some of my friends call me as their brother, but to be honest only there is one i would protect as one of my family. I am glad we have been through hard times and good times in the "somehow" short time I've known him, but he has been a really great friend for me ^_^.
He has surely changed the bad concept I had about brotherhood beyond family i had 5 years ago.
Not to say everyone else are worth less, but he is my Ototo-chan and i want to keep him as my only brother ^_^

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Moyuru - Bengala and Gireon story


1.- Sprouting [link]
2.- Growth    [link]
3.- Blossom   [link]
4.- Bloom     [link]

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RP accounts


:iconronovecookie: from :iconhigurashirp-da: [link]
:iconmidna2ilight: from :iconlegend-of-zeldarp-da: [link]


Visit my Team Smash
:iconlomstat: :icondartel: :icondandlion: :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: :iconnests: :iconls-kuroyami:
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Katayoku no Tori-Umineko no naku koro ni
  • Reading: La divina tragedia
  • Watching: Umineko no Naku Koro ni
  • Playing: Devil Survivor - Atlus
  • Eating: Calavacitas
  • Drinking: Soy milk
Finally working a little more in my characters, i started to draw a little sequence of drawings to illustrate their background story in the "The Rapture Proyect" in collaboration with :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow:.
Though i am still inking some of the parts of the story i'll try to upload them in order so you can check them
either way, i'll place them here so you can get them wherever you want.

Moyuru - Tenshi Hana
1.- Sprouting [link]
2.- Growth    [link]
3.- Blossom   [link]
4.- Bloom     [link]
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RP account :iconronovecookie: from :iconhigurashirp-da:
now most of the Team Smash is inside the roleplay which makes it really fun X3

Visit my Team Smash
:iconlomstat: :icondartel: :icondandlion: :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: :iconnests: :iconls-kuroyami:
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Katayoku no Tori-Umineko no naku koro ni
  • Reading: La divina tragedia
  • Watching: Umineko no Naku Koro ni
  • Playing: Devil Survivor - Atlus
  • Eating: Calavacitas
  • Drinking: Soy milk
BEFORE anyone start asking me what kind of insensible monster am i, remember who are you talking to!
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Ok, with that clear:
some weeks ago, :iconryoku3399: and I broke our relationship. why i didn't tell anyone about it? Cuz' i know it would be a whole messy drama all around it. (and, as you know, i have enough of that already)

This last weekend, i went to Puebla to declare my love in a pink ribbon to :icondartel: who gave me his heart and the medallion as a fragment of his spirit.

i don't know how some of you will take it, but better get into the idea i am going serious with this.


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RP account :iconronovecookie: from :iconhigurashirp-da:
now most of the Team Smash is inside the roleplay which makes it really fun X3

i only hope we are prepared for normality once the Evil Swine flu has stopped.
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Untouched - Hook Me Up
  • Reading: De-structure - Borderlines
  • Watching: FLCL (FuriCuri)
  • Playing: Castlevania: Order of Ecclesia
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Santa Cruz Organic Raspberry/lemonade
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: Stained Memories - RO soundtrack
  • Reading: Bonding Stone - Wookiee@Furaffinity
  • Watching: Cool World
  • Playing: Umineko no naku koro ni
  • Eating: Mac and Cheese on cheese
  • Drinking: Tang
Went and stolen from :icondartel:
Answer on your reply to this journal!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you ever make out with me?
13. Physically, what stands out?
14. Emotionally, what stands out?
15. Do you wish I was cooler?
16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
18. Am I lovable?
19. How long have you known me?
20. Describe me in one word.
21. What was your first impression?
22. Do you still think that way about me now?
23. What do you think my weakness is?
24. Do you think I'll get married?
25. What makes me happy?
26. What makes me sad?
27. What reminds you of me?
28. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
30. When's the last time you saw me?
31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
32. Do you think I could kill someone?
33. Do you think I would kill someone, honestly!?
34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?


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In other news, i just started my RP account :iconronovecookie: from :iconhigurashirp-da:
now most of the Team Smash is inside the roleplay which makes it really fun X3

i only hope we are prepared for normality once the Evil Swine flu has stopped.
  • Mood: Pirate
  • Listening to: Stained Memories - RO soundtrack
  • Reading: Lost Warriors - comidacomida@Furaffinity
  • Watching: Cool World
  • Playing: Ragnarok Online, Valkyrie server
  • Eating: Colores' Burrito
  • Drinking: Beer
Much to say about last year, it was really rushy (as i am usually).

This semester at school i got all rushy, watching patients, learning from deaf kids, doing expositions each week (i hate to expose...). On the other hand, i haven't killed my classmates, so that's a good start.

Family-wise:
Things have run swiftly. My younger brother feels close to me enough to chat freely. my big bro is about to marry and is waiting for a kid. my oldest bro is... kind of hard to talk with, but things are fine.
though this year Christmas sucked really hard since the youngest brother of my mother died just that day... but... well... cant say i wasn't close to him >_>

Bout the Furfandom:
I decided freely to STOP protecting eberyone and worrying as if i was the boss of the mexican furfandom.
Bad thing: I've make less space to see furries though i miss them >_>
Good thing: i am not worrying each second when things go wrong X3
I don't consider 2nd FurryMX was a fail at all, actually it helped to create the new 2 forums of Mexican furries. But i am happy  i am not involved that much now X3

Bout friendship:
My teamShash Rule! : :iconthe-hedgehog-shadow: :iconls-kuroyami::icondandlion: :iconnests:  
we have been through a lot of things and they are the hell of supportive, we are now playing RO (yea, once again), LS is having a hard time leveling up, but we'll help her!
this year i wasn't able to see :iconlukykun: since he had been searching for job and preparing to study, but the time we have seen each other is always priceless ^_^!
As many of you know, Keddy, the closest friend of Ryoku, died during this month. i WON'T talk much about it, but all support to Ryoku and Seven would be really appreciated:
[link]
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Finally, talking bout Ryoku:
yesterday we celebrated our second anniversary. ^_^ (yea, the anniversary an the birthday are related XD) so you can leave a comment about it as well ;P "hint hint"
i haven't finished this year's drawing... but there is still time ^^;
  • Mood: Distressed
Siempre he abogado por la idea de que los demonios y espíritus deben de ser tomados en serio. Tenemos que escucharlos cada que intenten tener un contacto directo con nosotros o por cualquier medio.

Esta noche (o madrugada) me sucedió una escena de lo más extraña. sinceramente no me había sucedido hasta ahora, al menos no con esta fuerza.

Primer Sueño:

Después de irme a dormir a la 1am comencé a tener este sueño donde (para apoyar a la visa de mi hermano menor) fuimos con un médico. Al momento que nos recetó algunas medicinas (una cantidad muy grande, parecido a 4 bolsas de medicamentos) mi madre estuvo a punto de romper la receta médica que te dan en algunos Seguros médicos.
Recordando que una de las copias que se hacen es para verificar que se ha medicado esa medicina (copia para el médico) empecé a detener a mi madre gritando “si lo rompen, no le pagan” …. es aquí donde comenzó a ponerse complicado todo. A la hora de intentar gritar, mi voz se detuvo como si se hubiese trabado la cinta. Comencé a sonar mucho mas grave de voz y con una dicción muy lenta. Poco a poco empecé a detenerme hasta que caí en el suelo. Mi madre, mi hermano menor y una persona que no reconozco en estos momentos, me miraron por unos momentos preocupados, sin embargo, luego me levanté (aproximadamente unos 10 segundos después de que me habían visto en el suelo) diciendo, con la misma dicción lenta que estaba bién …

Para esto el medico aún no había regresado. Asumí que estaba en el consultorio de al lado, puesto que se escuchaban algunas voces, de modo que yo y mi hermano saltamos sobre la pared para ver por la rejilla de arriba (la cual poco después al perder importancia, desapareció, de modo que estábamos luego colgados sobre la pared blanca viendo lo que sucedía del otro lado.

Alcanzamos a ver a nuestro medico (el cual parecía ahora más mi maestro de psiquiatría en el hospital juarez) viendo a un grupo de como…. 9 personas. Todos con una singularidad. Todos eran seres antropomórficos, más aparentaban una bola de viejos con prótesis que les representaban a un animal (si… se que están a punto de decirme algo, pero espérense a leerlo todo) recuerdo sobre todo a un tigre, el cual se veía como el más sano de todos; un zorro el cual no habló, sin embargo tiene importancia por estar al lado derecho de un buitre. Había también un flamingo la cual estaba hablando con el médico cuando empezamos a mirar la escena. Mi primera idea fue “veo furries….” pero no pude decirla. Ohhh también cave mencionar que estaban en batas y estaban sus cuerpos húmedos, como si se hubiesen salido apenas de el sauna.

Estaban hablando algo acerca de que habían do a un retiro para desaparecerse de todo. A lo cual yo les respondí (ya con una voz como la mía) “Claro, yo así también quiero desaparecer!” a lo que el buitre me responde mirando hacia arriba a donde estaba. “ verás. Desaparecer no es tan complicado después de todo.” me quedé pensando en esa frase, la cual me quedó dando vueltas opacando la voz de lo que platicaban.

Después de unos momentos de platica. Las personas salieron por la puerta del otro consultorio y el sueño siguió tomando su lugar… cuando mi madre mi hermano menor, este señor y yo salimos nos quedamos hablando de que íbamos hacer con una camada de 6 gatitos (3 atigrados y 3 pardos) en el patio del hospital cuando empezé a volar literalmente en la escena… de repente las estrellas a mi alrededor comenzaron a crecer y el negro del cielo se tornó naranja. Para esto, en mi persona comencé a sentir que mis manos se entumían, mis pies hormigueaban y mi respiración se volvía forzada… comencé a tomar conciencia de lo que me estaba pasando… sin embargo quise llegar a esto hasta sus ultimas consecuencias y dejé que sucediera. Sentía como las pulsaciones de energía corrían por mi cuerpo (no se si propia o ajena) y comenzaba a entumirlo. Visualmente la escena era prácticamente psicodélica en luces de tono naranja y amarillos.

No sabía que estaba pasando, mas sabía que estaba perdiendo el control de la situación, después de aproximadamente un minuto de esto, quise detenerlo, sin embargo mis manos dejaron de responder y mi respiración empezó a ser más lenta. Intenté gritar, hablar o patalear, pero ninguna cosa funcionaba. Poco a poco comencé a tomar memoria de que había hecho antes en estas situaciones y comencé a buscar a mi espíritu interno (pocos lo relacionan, sin embargo cave mencionar que no es un lobo ni un zorro) y poco a poco comencé a recuperar la agilidad en manos y piernas comenzando a moverlas y como intentando arrancar con las garras los brillos de la escena que veía en sueños… no fue hasta entonces que desperté.

Segundo Sueño:

No entendiendo por completo que había pasado me dejé dormir una vez más. Sin perder tiempo comencé a verme en una casa, algo vieja y abandonada, principalmente hecha de madera, pero realmente muy grande por la parte de adentro. Al perder yo importancia en la escena, comencé a verlo todo por encima (como si se tratara de una cámara de vigilancia) y comencé a ver un estilo de ritual, (el cual tomaba parte en el segundo y tercer piso de esta enorme casa.) En el segundo piso se veía a 4 de estos viejos con prótesis bailando. Entre ellos mi mirada se quedó fija en el tigre, el cual, como les había dicho, era visualmente el más sano, en su baile incluía algunas patadas y golpes de artes marciales. Esta escena no tomó mucho tiempo antes de que fuera al 3er piso donde se veían a 5 de ellos haciendo la segunda parte del ritual. (los números realmente no los estoy poniendo sabiendo que deberían de cuadrar con el 9 de arriba… hasta ahora me doy cuenta que continúan siendo los mismos) en esta segunda parte del ritual 4 de los seres estaban sentados alrededor de uno de ellos el cual estaba recostado. Después de cantar un mantra (mismo momento en el cual comenzaron a entumirse mis manos de nuevo) el 5° ser comienza a desaparecer hasta que no queda rastro de él. Después de esto ellos uno comienza a hablarle al buitre para quedar en claro en enviarle un ataúd vacío a la familia, de modo que puedan llenar el espacio que su familiar les ha ocasionado al encontrar el camino a lo más elevado (mi pensamiento entonces fue “ Por qué no enviarles cenizas de lo que sea? Un ataúd vacío no esconde la verdad de lo que está sucediendo?” ) al pasar esta escena comencé a sentir como caía en el trance una vez más, el mantra de estos seres antropomórficos comenzó a retumbar en mi cabeza, pero esta vez me sentía mucho más preparado, ya me había librado una vez, podría hacerlo de nuevo…

Tercer Sueño
Comencé a hablar en voz alta (lo más que me dejaba el trance, apenas un suspiro en mi cuerpo, sin embargo un grito estrondozo y en forma de gruñido en mi sueño) preguntando cosas como “¿que quieres?” y “¿ P or qué me quieres mostrar esto?”. después de ciertos gritos. Aparezco en otra escena. El silencio del mantra me pone a la expectativa, mi corazón esta palpitando con gran fuerza como buscando despertarme, pero no lo deseo.
Ésta escena se trataba de un Hangar, donde se encuentra un barco enorme y plano, parecido a un portaaviones, casi como obedeciendo ordenes comienzo a pararme en uno de los lados del barco. Dejo e fijarme en mi para tomar una vista más libre. Veo entonces que aborda el barco a una persona cubierta en mantos negros y una mascara en su rostro, esta persona se sube y se para en el lado contrario del barco.
Sin soltar mi pregunta, se la grito. Y comienzan a escucharse una risa que a 40 minutos de haber despertado aún me cala los huesos recordarla. Como atravesando a este ser, comienzan a salir de él 4 más parecidos que comienzan a acercárseme a una velocidad lenta y comenzando a bailar de una manera muy parecida a como lo hicieron los seres antropomórficos en el segundo piso de la casa. En ese mismo momento también aparecen (o mas bien, se generan de un tamaño cero hasta ser de su tamaño final) dos seres parecidos, muy alargados y enormes (como unas 10 veces mi tamaño en altura) con piernas y pies en punta cubiertos de negro bailando al unísono. No soporté más, mi corazón estaba retumbando con fuerza y mi respiración se volvía más difícil cada vez. De modo que decidí intentar despertar.
Cuando finalmente lo logré estaba en mi cama en la misma posición en la cual desperté en el primer sueño y empecé a hacer las preguntas de nuevo con el susurro que me permitía el estado de trance en el que había caído, mientras tanto, buscaba con la mirada alrededor sabiendo que en este estado podría lograr conseguir mejor contacto con cualquier cosa que estuviera ocasionando esto. (tal vez… no debí ) Finalmente, tras lograr enfocar, justo enzima de las sabanas, sobre el área de mi cuello vi un pequeño ser muy parecido a aquellos alargados, éste medía probablemente una cuarta (la extensión de mi pulgar a mi meñique al estirar la mano) y me miraba fijamente con aquella mascara con una sonrisa. En un momento de miedo profundo y enojo logré recuperar fuerzas en mi mano derecha y lancé esta mano como intentando atrapar a este ser entre las sabanas dentro de mi puño. Como es de esperarse, no pude atraparlo, solo agarré las sabanas en las que estaba parado. Sin embargo recobré la fuerza de mis manos y piernas como si se me hubiese inyectado adrenalina (no fue nada agradable … )

Todavía me quedé recostado en la cama meditando acerca de esto. Sin embargo ante el miedo de caer en el trance una vez más y el miedo aún peor que el dulce olvido me cierre la memoria para evitar que recuerde este acontecimiento, me apresuré a anotarlo aquí.

Demonio o trabajo freudiano. Este sueño sé que tiene importancia en lo que me está pasando y por ende planeo estarlo trabajando de ser posible.
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: Avenue Q
  • Reading: Medea
  • Watching: Kung-fu Panda
  • Playing: Breath of fire 4
  • Eating: Santa Clara icecream
  • Drinking: Sprite >_> *catches tinkerbell*
Taggeado por mi hermano chico :iconlordfercd: quien lo tageó el hermano grande :iconjohnaensland:

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: Higurashi Naku koro ni ost
  • Reading: Macbeth
  • Watching: Kung-pow
  • Playing: Valkirye Profile, seraph gate
  • Eating: jello
  • Drinking: melt jello
Just in case someone will forget >_> and i know you would!

Next march 28 will be my aniversary with Ryoku  ^_^

And MArch 29 will be my brithday so, at least leave a cooment T_T

Love you everyone!
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Persona Revelations OST
  • Reading: Karen Horney
  • Watching: AVP2 (DEATH People yay!)
  • Playing: Persona Revelations (yay for Anuvis persona)
  • Eating: Cereal >_>
  • Drinking: Bonice! X3
(for those who doesnt know spanish, trust me... you aren loosing anything X3, just a drama MEME)



DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAA PEDOSSSSSSSSSSSSS Y MALOS ENTENDIDOOOOSSSSS

1.-nombre y problemas que haya causado este
Me llamo Jesús Salvador Ruelas Medina... así como problemas? no realmente. una vez me pelié con mi madrastra y me dijo que dejara de andar de "Salvador" y que me metiera en nis propios asuntos. la sopa que le calló a su playera tardó una semana en quitarse.

2.-has querido llamar la atencion de tus padres?
Alguna vez, sobretodo de mi padre, tratando de demostrarle lo bueno que era para varios temas. luego aprendí que era suficientemente estupido como para siquiera notar la diferencia. ahora trato de mantenerme lo menos notable posible.

3.-le has hecho dramas a amigos? mencion los 3 mas fuertes
LA neta? SEEEHHH! (por más que les paresca raro).
me le puse a llorar a moco tendido a mi ultimo novio por una cosita de nada. antes de eso me pelié con mis 2 mejores amigos en el fandom por que me trataron de la chingada.
Creo que esos son los 2 más fuertes, los demás han sido dramas que les he ocacionado a los demás HAHA

4.-crees que el drama es una forma de llamar la atencion, ignorancia o simple y sublime estupides?
El drama es una forma de llamar la atención, y de hecho funciona MUY seguido. me acuerdo cuando estaban los "furros malvados" solíamos llamar a los "furros heroes" a aquellos que se la pasaban solapandole los dramas a los demás... hasta la fecha uso ese termino >_> .... aun que el hecho de llamar la atención y el hecho de que sea una SIMPLE Y SUBLIME ESTUPIDES, no estan presisamente peleados.

5.-lagrimas de cocodrilo o indiferencia?
Prefiero la indiferencia... aun que tiendo a optar por gritarles de regreso para que se me quiten de ensima... es lo bueno de ser honesto, todos saven que soy un hijo de la chingada cuando se trata de lloriquearme

6.-tantos problemas llantos y pleitos te hacen que?
Emputarme, bloquear gente de mi MSN, mantenerme en "no conectado" y mi favorita: causar aun MAS llantos y pleitos.

7.-si alguien llegara ahorita a decirte o practicamente restregarte en tu cara algo que harias?
Reventaría de la risa y haría ovio el hecho de que todos tenemos cola que nos pisen. (sobretodo en el fandom, hay pocos animales que no tengan colas X3)

8.-Algun odio o rencor guardado a alguien?
odio? nahh no tanto. rencores? probablemente. entre ellos a Kenshifox y (ultimadamente ) a Wolk. pero que se les va a hacer? siempre y cuando no sobrepase a odio, "we cool!". claro... una cosa es que yo le guarde reencores a la gente y otra que ellos me lo guarden a mi. no por nada tengo fama de maldito ^_^

9.-conoces a engreidos o gente sangrona?
Hay un FRIEGO de gente sangrona, pero trato de mantenerla lo más lejitos posible XD

10.-alguien muy cercano a ti ya sea vida real o internet que se comporto o se comporte asi? Nulmes ES un engreido, pero lo soporto y de hecho se puee hablar con él X3. (y de hecho cae bien muchas veces). en RL, la obstinada de mi madrastra y un muchacho BASTANTE creido de mi salón. Nada serio... En el fandom me da HUEVISIMA mencionarlos a todos X3

11.-dime por que hiciste este quiz de problemas?
Namás'. pueden usarlo para llenar mi Enciclopedia Dramatica si gustan XD

12.-Cabron o Recabron?
Recabrón, aun que las opiñones varían por cada persona X3

13.-te llevas pesado con tus amigos?
Trato de no hacerlo, luego se hacen malentendidos y "para que?" claro, depende mucho de la persona XD con mis amigos más cercanos me doy el lujo de ser bastante llevadito.

14.-con familiares?
Bastante (si consideras que mi familia es practicamente mi hermano y mi madre). Mi mamá es bastante llevadita tambien y nos andamos albureando a todos los de la tele bastante seguido, aun que mi padrastro no entienda ni la mitad de lo que decimos.

15.-si tuvieras un novi@ lo tratarias mal?
pues depende... mi novio es una persona dulce y coomprensiva conmigo, aparte que no "nesesita" que lo cuide ni lo proteja de nada. asi que hemos estado perfecto y apollandonos sin ser dependientes. AUN QUE me ha tocado a quienes he tratado de la fregada.

16.-se sincero, menciona 5 personas que creas que te odian detestan no te soportan o simplemente no te pueden ver ni en pintura?
M'TA... complicado *abre su cuenta de lomstat@hotmail.com*
ok, aqui vamos:
Funkyfox
Kenai_wolf
Kenshifox
Wolk
Foxboy

17.-crees que este quiz cause un problema?
... no lo creo... digo, no estoy diciendo nada que nadie sepa >_>
ahí si alguien no esta deacuerdo me deja una notita y lo discutimos con calma ^_^

18.-masoquista o sadico?
Sadico.... Que? cuando me han visto de masoquista?!

19.- ves al mundo con ojos de?
Curiosidad... al final del dia tambien aprendo de los demás, sean listos o tarados ^_^

20.-algo que quieras decir por ultimo?
Me disculpo a todos los que he tratado mal... bueno... no a todos.... a muchos...... bueno... no a muchos pero a algunos cuantos que meresen muchisimas disculpas ^_^;;; a la mayoria que le devo disculpas ya se las he pedido >_>...
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Jonathan Coulton (Portal)- Still Alive.mp3
  • Reading: Alfred Adler
  • Watching: Resident evil 3
  • Playing: Valkyrie Profile-Lenneth
  • Eating: none yet >_>
  • Drinking: La Michoacana icecream
++++++ENGLISH++++

NOW i have your attention...
it is not me who is planing this (THOUGH i SHOULD!) but the holy knight :iconluky-kun:
here is the journal to have more information. [link]
and TRUST ME, you CAN'T loose this chanse.
well its not his obligation to make any request you ask.
but also, if you like his style as much as i do you can aslo commition him  ^_^.

Just take a look at his gallery, trust me it won't hurt.

++++++ESPAÑÓL+++++

AHORA que tengo su atención...
no soy yo quien está planeando hacer esto (aun que DEVERÍA!), se trata de mi templario favorito :iconluky-kun:
aqui está el "journal" para más información. [link]
Creanme, no pierdan esta oportunidad!
tampoco es su obligación hacer cada petición que hagan.
pero si les gusta su estilo tanto como a mi, siempre pueden pedirle una comisión ^_^.

Solo deense un paseo por su galería, creanme que lo vale.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Disgaea OST
  • Reading: The Iliad (homework)
  • Watching: Thank you for Smoking
  • Playing: Disgaea 1
  • Eating: not yet T_T
  • Drinking: LaLa Yougurt
Tagged by :icondandlion:

01)First name: Salvador (its really Jesus, but MAN!!)

02)Your nickname: Lomstat / Zankokuna

03) Birthday: March 29 1985

04) Horoscope sign: Aries, Bull

05) Birth town: Mexico City

06) Religion: Pagan, as anyone

07) Nationality: Mexican

08) Parents: Divorced, thanks goodness

09) Do you love them: once in a while, sure!

10) Brothers or sisters: 3 brothers

11) Do you like the place where you live: cant complain, calm and wide ^^

13) Color of your eyes: Brown

14) Height: 1m 81

15) Weight: Dunno, aorund 70Km i suposse

16) What school: Eleia Psicology school

17) What marks do you have: long hair and a mole on the middle left finger XD

18) Do you work anywhere: nahh, not right now

19) What do you want to be in your life: a shrink, the best around ^^

20) Your life style: the Way of the Demon: "as long as you are not a threat, i'll let your lifestyle go on"

21) Personal quote: Not today, ok?

22) Lucky number: 13

23) what are you interested in: Videogames, anime, their music, other cltures, psicology, Darings and art... a little of eberything else

24) Good side of your character: fast thinking and strong willed

25) Bad side of it: Psicopath XD!

26) Is your life happy: i love a life full of adventure, so yea XD

27) Do you think that you are crazy: Who isn't? i mean, i am not Kenshifox, so i could be sane >_>

28) What is the time: 9:17

29) what is the date: Dec 10th

30) what's the weather like: cold, and cloudy

31) Favorite day in a week: Saturday

32) Favorite music: Videogame music and Celtic, though i hear a bit o' everything

33) Singer: Julieta venegas

34) Band: Mekano

35) Song: Waiting for you - Silent hill 4 ost

36) Best concert you have been: Dachnavar >_> (darn i need to get out more often)

37) Actress: Jodelle Ferland (silent hill's Alessa) [link]

38) Actor: Jim Carrey

39)Film: Jacob's ladder

40) TV series: Desperate Housewives

41) Theatre play: Macbeth

42) Film director: George Lucas (YEa i am a freeky, so what? XD)

43) Do you want to be famous: sure!

44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: nahh, though i love acting

45) Do you want to be a singer: nahh, though i love singing as well

46) Book: Punto Cero (What? you should know the enemy!)

47) Color: red

48) Flower: Lillies

49) Food: Pizza

50) Drink: Tea/Wine (specially if it's friuty)

51) Sweets: Chocolates and Indian nuts (i love indian nuts!)

52) Fruit: Pear

53) the worst food: Moronga!! (my stepfather Cooks moronga!)

54) The worst Drink: Raw Milk (only to look at it makes me feel bad)

55) the worst Singer: the kid around the block, i can hear him up to my house when his dady puts on the fucking kareoke T_T!!!

56) the worst Band: Dunno, i can stand much of them

57) the worst Actor: Cant tell, i normaly forget  their names if they suck that bad XD

58) the worst Actress: same as above.

59) The worst Movie: "Dragones" John john's character made me feel i can do a movie my byself or something

60) the worst book: The knight in the rusty armor (self-steem book)

61) Do you drink alcohol: yup, but only a bit and in special ocations

62) Do you smoke: nope, i burn my eyes  XD

63) Do you take some drugs (and what): Cafeine counts? >_>

64) What do you adore to wear: My gavardine!

65) Do you think that you are pretty: nope, and still....

66) What languages do you speak: Spanish and english (i took french classes, but never got that good..)

67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Hard one >_<! Kyos i guess >_>

68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female?: My cute Hikaru-chan ^^

69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Dunno, Luky-kun :iconluky-kun: is really great ^^

70) the most beautiful person on dA/female: Hick-chan ofcourse

90) the worst experience in your life: had lost a deared friend

91) When were you the happiest: one day in my second relation i suppose, though i'll keep it to myself ^^¡

92) when were you the most scared: when i saw some of my conversations printed on top of my computer my my mother >_>

93) When were you the saddest: finding out i got used by my friend and deared brother >_<!

94) whom do you want to go on deserted island with?: a Celphone and shout though it a big "HEEELP!"

95) Do you have a secret: Many, many, many, many. so many i dont even know them all myself

96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: probably though someone down from a cliff, tha'll be fun to see in the newspaper XD

97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: probably Shadow, we could get a nice talk while we are rescued ^^!

98) Do you have an idol: sure! his name is Zankokuna, man he rules XD

99) If world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who would that be?: i wont answer this one >_<! i'll get kicked around

you are tagged to take this quiz and answer all the questions if you read it you are tagged. But...you don't really have to do it if you don't want! ^__~
  • Mood: b0x0rz-less
  • Listening to: Final fantasy tactics
  • Reading: The bible (homework)
  • Watching: Hard candy
  • Eating: Alfonso's salad
  • Drinking: Coffee
Darn... i GOTTA get used to do homeworks finally...
most of you dont know (well, one does XD) but i heve never done homeworks in my life. i had fairly good notes Just because i was exelent in the exams XD
but now in univercity, this promises to be diferent...
besides there are a LOT of team works. so i cant make my team loose because i am lazy

... definetly this univercity program is good ¬¬
BTW. STRANGE NEWS i am reading de bible!!!
yea i havent burned yet...
its just for a home asigment. Though i allready know how it goes XD

No, Wakaru, dont expect me to become a Priest like you just because of that XD
Jup, here just coping some others journal's. but still i DO am curious about this one.
so... here goes nothing:

Post any odd rumours you've heard about me. Things folks say behind their backs, stuff like that. I'd love to hear what folks think of me.

-------------...---------------
Bueno!!! sip soy yo copiando aca un journal de alguien mas pa variar. pero dehecho estoy MUY curioso acerca de este tema.
asi que... intentemoslo :

Pongan cualquier rumor que hayan esuchado de mi. Las cosas que cuentan a espaldas de uno, ustedes saben. ME encantaria saver que opinan de mi
i simply HAD TO steal this one from :icondarklion:
Lessee if i can finish it XD


List 12 of your original characters:

01. Lomstat Wolf
02. Zankokuna Tenchi
03. Tiffany Hastyaro (AKA Tiffy)
04. Rober Joules (AKA Robby J)
05. Gabriel Tenchi
06. Fenir
07. Vehementi Wolf
08. Lesalia
09. Lucav (AKA Lombard Threshold)
10. Damian Tenchi
11. Yakioku Vexant
12. Artemlina Hellman

01)Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11?
Fenir IS a profesor...  but definetly would do a BAD work as one in RL  specially cuz he is an psicopathXD
the only one with so much care and love towards the others may be Yakioku (11) ... in fact she would be the type of teacher who loves teaching

02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
Hot.... PRETTY hot... hot enought to burn his elboy and tail XD!!!
also he is hot enought to burn you in hell if you get close enought O_o.... not like taht would be a bad idea XD as far as i know he must have a fan club... but he should never know about it >_>

03) 12 sends 8 on a mission.
....... now THAT would be a hard one!!!
Artemlina sends her beloved friend, the latter goddess Lesalia to... tell her boyfriend Dangel to get out early from the revel base and habe a night of Passion!!! XD ... of course the shy young Lesalia would blush and latter tell Lucav to do it cuz she gets sto ashamed of the big words XD

04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?
i can see Lucav reading the Lesalian Bible... not like he doenst know the storry allready, but it gives good memories when he was young XD

05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
OMG!!!! ZAnkokuna swearing fealty to a mortal? XD!!!
otherwise, i can imagine perfectly fenir knealing in front of the powerful demon and makeing an oath... Zanky is always searching for new folowers and slaves ^^

06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
Gabriel would NEVER EVER get a room with a demon XD!!!! besides, Damian is his brother after all...
..... MAN this is so wrong!!! i can see gabriel asking his brother to do everything in the house, mor elike a maid to me XD
besides, Damian might be quite sumisive in that aspect...

07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Zankokuna... vehementi... and Artemlina...
a demon, an haschachiyyin... and an angel..... DUDE!!!!
well they would brobably argue for a LONG time where to go, finaly Artemlina would chose a fine french restaurant where everyone would agree.
probably they would discuss about business... not like artemlina and Zankokuna would trust eachother EVER! but probably she is trying to tell the demon a bargain to stop his atacks for a year or two... vehementi owuld "accidentaly" let drop some wine on the demon (they dont get along after all....) Zankokuna would stand and shout towards the haschachiyyin atracting the attention of everyone... just imagine the mess after a battle between the assassin and the demon!!! ... f course, artemlina would grab her things and flee in tiptoes before everyone notices her. in the end zankokuna would disapear too.. and vehementi would have to pay the mess.... not like he doenst have the money to.... but sucks to pay XD

08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
TIFFY VS DAMIAN!!!
.. she isnt to stupid to do it... but ohh well, lets pretend she doenst know who she is dealing with...
Tiffany jumps back into the shadows, and start moving swiftly through the trees while damian stays where he is, holding his lance, and just closing his eyes. while Tiffy starts to throw her spells, damian just feels the wind breaking and covers any atack with incredible speed...
Damian hates fighting, but to stop the girl he talks to the spirit of the eard, making one of the trees to move and the pour kitty to fall on her behind ;_;
after rubbing her injury she stands up and tries to flee... of course, damian just stays where he is, and sighs... "kids.... you just play hard..."

09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
ohh FUCK Lomstat got into troubles!!!! Lesalia would definetly call her angels to searck that useless mortal who dared to face her Fury!!! still i think lomstat would find a way to sell the precious holy item before getting into deeper troubles. not like he cares about the pour soul of the buyer after all XD

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
"Chronicles of Imposible Love" Artemlina was always in love of Dangel, and vehementy wanted to live with his love, a priest vixen. in tyhe middle of the storry artemlina would become an angel; Dangel a demon. Vehementi would face the haschachiyyins to try to regain his freedom, and yakioku would try to find a way to keep close toward her love, even if that means fighting her religion. and in the end vehementi helps artemlina to fight her fears untill both couples are able to keep together....
yea sure!!! XD

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
ok THATS an easy one
Rober IS Lomstat's student after all! lomstat meets Robby J cuz he master hasach discovered the thief folowing him to learn from the haschachiyyins... but both became good friends latter on  

12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
HEY! Vehementi! long time no seeing!!!
We would definetly get along well!! talking about politics and the hasach business. of course, i would have to drink with him, even if i am not used to XD in the end both would be singing some strange song in a drunkage idiom

13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
As a guardian of course!!! trust me, a nice kitty by my side, with magical powers! murr, i like them rough XD!!!!

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
wohohou!!! not really... Yakioku is not THAT well known, as far as i know only dragor and Luky kun knows her well... and Luce fears her. (after all she is against his love, Zanky-chan)

15) If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
Zankokuna?!!! definetly with Rober!!!
not like he loves mortals... but he HATES to death (and beyond) Gabriel!!!
Filial hate, you gotta love it....

16) What might 10 shout while charging into battle?
Damian would shout: "Dont fear death!!! FOWARD!!!!"
he is always goes to defensive, but he knows death isnt the end, so probably his woariors would be brave enought.

17) If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?
Awe of she, from Guilty gear!!! she is a goddess after all XD


18) 1, 6, and 12 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
The 3 of them grabs the Pancake with speed!! later, without getting the froks out of it, Fenir charges an spell with his right paw (he is sinester) while lomstat growls back and takes out a dagger. Artemlina definetly takes  her time to watch the two men getting sweaty one againt the other (yea... she is a man eater!) finaly the pankcake breaks ath both eat their part... same as avove, lomstat and fenir pay the damage to the place since Artemlina has left after buying her oun personal pancake. (yea, she is a bicth XD)

19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?
"If you know what is best for you, you should better stand up and go... and forget you ever had a younger brother!"
of course, zankokuna ould be sweet enought to pull out his katana towards Damian to help him to think twice

20) What would 5 most likely be arrested for?
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Gabriel arrested!!! XD
probably for using too much the name of the goddess, or maybe for injuring an official. you know these angels think they are closer to god or something... but thinking twice, maybe they are XD!!!

21) What is 6's secret?
ohh yea! he is gay XD!! plus he gets in love quite constant, which makes him to get drunk once a month. quite regular in the pub.

22) If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Lucav, he might be older, but definetly he knows dirtyer tricks.

23) If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?
i am not THAT religious.. but i definently feel safer with the goddes by my side... not like vehementi isnt a good guardian. he is definetly the best!! but a goddess is a goddess XD

24) 1 and 9 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4's sinister secret organization. 11 volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that he/she is actually a spy for 4. Meanwhile, 4 has kidnapped 12 in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5, they seek out 3 , who gives them what they need to complete their quest.

-What title would you give this fic?

WHAT A FUCK!!!!?
ERm.... DARN lemme guess...
"Never Trust an Haschachiyyin"

-Name three people on your friends list who might read it.
Luky-kun :iconluky-kun:
Shadow
Canon15

-Name one person who should write it.
SHIN! :icondragor:

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